The Voice Within

I am who I am.
No matter what, I choose to be me.

Yesterday, I knew nothing about you,

Yesterday, I knew nothing about love

All I know is,

How to live on this hard life

But the moment I know you,

Your existence,

It’s like a halo that lighten up my night,

Like a pretty bubbles that beautify my day

The feeling that I never had before.

Even if my existence is invisible in your eyes,

I don’t care

As long as I feel your love  through out your music

It’s funny how loves connect me and you,

It’s funny how can I love someone

Who didn’t even know my existence,

It’s even funnier when I still keep on loving you,

It’s because there is no reason to love.

Pen off.


Nov 2013.



Juniel: Hi.
Jimin: We came to shoot magazine photo. We will take a family photo with our company family. Wow I’m so excited. We will take nice photos and try to make a good magazine. Thank you.
Dong Yeon: Hello FNC magazine viewers. We are FNC cuties, fresh youngest Kwak Dong Yeon,
Hanna: Lee Hanna.
Dong Yeon: Here is the shooting studio where FNC family are taking phtos for FNC magazine. 
It is the first family photo since FNC is founded, it’s so meaningful.
Hanna: With that reason, here are FNC first artists FTisland, as well as CNBLUE, Song Eunee, Oh Wonbin,
Park Gwang Hyun, M signal, Juniel, AOA, Song Sehyun, Soojin, and I Hanna and Dong Yeon oppa, we all are busy preparing shooting.
Dong Yeon: Are you curious of the report of exciting FNC family shooting?
Hanna: Are you curious? Let’s meet them right now.
[the fnc launch event, popularity voting]
Seol Hyun: Hi. Uh who should I vote for? [Lee Hongki] He filmed music video with me. Maybe he votes for me too?
Hongki: I love myself, so I will write me. Let’s work hard, Hongki.
[Seol Hyun ah…]

Song Eunee: Here comes my gift. 
[Eunee’s gift! Born in 1991 Minhyuk]
I am working with my gift, so I feel full without eating meal.
If I get installment savings, let’s go together. Are you ready in your mind? I started an installment savings for Minhyuk’s drum.
[installment savings for drums of growing dream tree]
If you say it again and again, it comes true.
[Dreams★ come true!]
Minhyuk: I’ve heard it since ‘I’m a loner’, it really came true, it was so marvelous.
Song Eunee: When I was a radio DJ, CNBLUE did their first radio appearance at my show. It was the first appearance among all of their radio shows. I’ve talked to him since then.
Minhyuk: It was our first show, I was so nervous, couldn’t talk. She gave me mercy…
Song Eunee: What is mercy… Anyway, just his existence itself is a big gift to me.

Juniel: I look like AOA, am I not? 
[Fellow trainee ‘Juniel’ and ‘AOA’ are close~!]
Chanmi: Our new member.
Mina: She is in charge of cuteness.
Juniel: Real member.
Chanmi: Everyone, when AOA debuted, there was rumor if Juniel is member of AOA or not. It is true.
[She is joking like it’s true..]
Juniel: Who should I write? Who?
I wrote AOA Jimin unni. For one year, I was the only girl trainee. I felt so lonely, although I was close to boy oppas, I was shrunk between them. She came and I could lean on her, trust her, talk about various things. Still I follow her very well.
Jimin: Hi it’s Jimin. I chose me. I love myself, so I wrote my name.
[One more person added who loves him/herself!]

Seunghyun, Minhyuk, Jeon Gunhwa: Hi?
Minhyuk: This is
Seunghyun: FTisland.
Minhyuk: This is
Jeon Gunhwa: M signal.
Seunghyun: This is?
Minhyuk: CNBLUE.
Seunghyun: You are popular enough so that you don’t need to introduce yourself?
[Minhyuk is trolled by his hasty comments]
Jeon Gunhwa: I am Jeon Gunhwa of M signal. The other member is in military service.
Seunghyun: Kyunwoo hyung.
Jeon Gunhwa: I am in very lonely situation, but I will finish the shooting firmly.
Minhyuk: ‘Even her clothes~’ (Song of M signal) 
Jeon Gunhwa: He is greedy in singing.
Jaejin: Secret voting. All are not voting for themselves, are they?
[Not all, but…] [Jininel] [Popular Jimin!]
She is the leader of AOA angels, also my friend. She is one of old FNC family. She came just a little bit later than us. She is very good, works hard, and she has ability.
Jungshin: Anyone voted for me? Please tell me the truth. No one? I will vote for myself.
[One more person! who votes himself grandly.]
There’s nobody to trust. Let’s go!
Jaejin: Jungshin is getting more and more handsome. Soon he will be the top of CNBLUE.
[Due to the popularity voting.. The whole company is being disturbed]
Jungshin: I thought myself only.
Song Eunee: What happened?
Jungshin: Ah… funny
Jaejin: I voted for him.
[Jaejin is acting naturally..]
Jungshin: Jaejin did ‘give give’, I did ‘take take’.
Jaejin: I voted for Jungshin at popularity voting.
[Is it voting for popularity, or event for acting training..]
You cut your hair, you look great in the drama, you’re getting handsome, you are tall, look like a real celebrity.
Although Bass career is shorter than me, you plays really well. I think you are an envious friend. But you voted for you?
Jungshin: I worried nobody would voted for me.
Jaejin: How do you expect today’s match?
[popularoty voting relay, MC is Jaejin, commentator is Jungshin]
Jungshin: Today match, first, vocalists are advantageous.
Jaejin: Which player you should avoid most?
Jungshin: First, you should avoid dark horse drum line. Choi Minhwan and Kang Minhyuk.
[Detailed analysis and sharp comments. Commentator Lee Jungshin]
Jaejin: And we have a unique person. Bassist Lee Jungshin.
Jungshin: And Lee Jaejin.
Jaejin: No. You chose yourself. So far you got two votes. How do you feel?
[Jaejin keeps cheating]
Jungshin: First, I am so happy. I worried I couldn’t get any votes. I thought myself only. But Jaejin cared about me.
[Jungshin is regretting with his head down.. hop he watches this video..]
Jaejin: I think I got 0 vote. I can’t help it.
Jungshin got two votes so far at popularity voting, how do you think about it?
Minhyuk: Uh? How did you know it?
Jaejin: I did and he did for himself. How do you think?
Minhyuk: It doesn’t make sense.
Song Eunee: Hi. I am the first comedian of FNC, Song Eunee. Let me start popularity voting.
[She didn’t even write yet, but it seems she already did…]
I… have nothing to think. Sorry. It’s Minhyuk. He is coming over to my side.
[One more person should watch this video, as well as Jungshin]
He sends me text messages from his side. If I kept trying, it works.
Minhyuk: Hanna.
[Eunee to Minhyuk, Minhyuk to Hanna.. Love flow downward]
Personally, this is my first time to see her for this long time. I wish she were my younger sister, so I vote for her.
Hanna: Unni jjang. Hwaiting.
[AOA Jimin unni!]

(08:03~ )
Yonghwa: It’s been 5 years since we met.
Seunghyun: I remember trainee days.
Yonghwa: When we were trainees, we shared room. We were room mates.
[They spent hard trainee days together, room mates Seunghyun and Yonghwa]
Seunghyun: Frankly speaking, our room was a piggery.
Yonghwa: We lived really hungry life.
Seunghyun: The chicken we are advertising.
Yonghwa: Uh! Yes.
[Seunghyun became the CF model of the chicken they used to eat at trainee days]
Yonghwa: You did a great job.
Seunghyun: We really enjoyed eating it. We could eat it if we had cash 20,000 won.
Yonghwa: When he became the CF model of that chicken, I was so happy. Because we used to eat that chicken.
[One chicken for 8 persons. they became the model of that chicken. Legendary Success!]
Seunghyun: We were poor.
Yonghwa: 8 people gathered money and bought one chicken.
Seunghyun: It looked like a factory, a chicken farm.
Seunghyun: I chose Hyejeong whom we filmed ‘I wish’ MV with. Linus is her angel name.
[Sehyun voted for his hyung…]
Yonghwa: Popularity voting. I will vote for him without hesitating. Whenever I’m tired, he makes me laugh with funny words.
[Yonghwa loves funny person.]
He tells me funny stories a lot, always makes me laugh. He will have no one but me.
[He will not… Anyway Jungshin got 2 votes as Jaejin said.]
Jungshin, I hope you vote for me. I expect, I will replay it.
Yonghwa: Who did you vote for?
Seunghyun: Me? Hongki hyung.
[Next to Jungshin, another CNBLUE cheated by FTISLAND]
Yonghwa: Really? I voted for Jungshin.
Seunghyun: I’m so happy we can gather and leave photos and memories. Especially with top star Yonghwa hyung.
Yonghwa: Let’s not say such words between us. Please show this scene. We are in good relationship.
Yonghwa: Today, our concept is orange color. Our company logo is orange too. We are all wearing orange.
Seunghyun: Why is it orange?
Yonghwa: Because our company logo is orange color. I was told like that.
Seunghyun: I thought it’s because president likes tangerine. It isn’t.
I’m so happy that all FNC family gather and laugh out together.
She is 15 years old, so young. 6 years difference. 6 years would be uncle? Oppa?
Staff: How old is Sehyun?
Sehyun: I’m 19.
Staff: Wonbin?
Wonbin: 23. I didn’t know I got old like this.
[Eunee nuna must piss off to see you!]
Seunghyun: Our FNC family overcome the age gap, Love and happiness is flooding over FNC.
Hanna: Happiness is flooding over.
Staff: Let’s make a laugh.

Dong Yeon: All shooting was over. All FNC artists gathered here.
Many of you are expecting who is the most popular person in FNC. The result of popularity voting will be announced.
Dong Yeon: What ranking are you expecting?
Yonghwa: Hi, I’m Jung Yonghwa. I’m the 5th.
Dong Yeon: With how many votes will you get the 5th?
Yonghwa: About 3 votes?
Dong Yeon: Song Eunee sunbaenim, who do you think will be the number one?
Song Eunee: Minhyuk! It’s just my pronoun. Whatever I’m asked, my answer is the same. Just Minhyuk.
Hanna: Who I am curious most is Park Gwang Hyun sunbaenim.
Park Gwang Hyun: Yes.
Hanna: What ranking are you expecting?
Park Gwang Hyun: The ranking? I think I get zero vote.
Hanna: No, you don’t. I voted for you.
All: Date! Date!
Dong Yeon: Now you are watching a crime scene.
Hongki: You will be arrested.
Park Gwang Hyun: We are in 21 years difference.
Song Eunee: Minhyuk and I are just in 20 years difference.
Dong Yeon: Today, two couples were born.
Anyone who voted for yourself?
Minhyuk: Jungshin, raise your hand! Jungshin! raise hand!
Jonghoon: I couldn’t choose one. All are my favorite seniors and juniors.
Dong Yeon: I should have voted for myself. I see.
Yonghwa: You remind me of Gayo Daejeon. When I did Gayo Daejeon (MC of 2009 SBS Gayo).
Dong Yeon: I learned from it….
Song Eunee: He is doing well as he learned!
Yonghwa: I’m embarrassed, don’t remind me of it.
Dong Yeon: Now we announce the order.
Hanna: We announce.
Dong Yeon: Who is the number one of popularity voting? Let’s open from the 3rd.
Song Eunee: Is there even 3rd?
Dong Yeon: 3rd! CNBLUE Jonghyun sunbaenim.
Minhyuk: No way!
Jonghyun: I’ve lived a sincere life so far, so I’m rewarded like this. Thank you. I will work hard.
Dong Yeon: Next, 2nd.
Minhyuk: Isn’t it fake?
Dong Yeon: 2nd place is two persons. Man and woman each. I will announce. Hanna and Jungshin sunbaenim share the 2nd place.
Jungshin: Me?!
Yonghwa: He is really happy. Jungshin’s face mean it.
Jungshin: I and Hanna are 2nd place. Thank you.
Jonghyun: Put away your hand, Put away your hand.
?: She’s 15.
Hanna: Thank you.
Dong Yeon: Now the 1st place!
Yonghwa: I hope it’s me please.
Dong Yeon: Who will be?
?: Isn’t it Jung Yonghwa? Jung Yonghwa.
Yonghwa: I should have not interviewed.
Dong Yeon: Ah! The 1st! As all of you expected… The 1st is AOA Shin Jimin!
?: Jung Yonghwa wasn’t there.
Dong Yeon: How is your feeling?
Jimin: My mother used to teach me that I should win ‘Number one or nothing’.
Dong Yeon: According to the rumor, Jung Yonghwa sunbaenim didn’t get even one vote.

video credits jjeee67

translation credits @saturnkr



A Piece of Mind.

Sometimes I don’t get it when people said that KPOP is a rubbish. I think they’re ONLY JUDGING from the dancing and singing part of a k-artist. I bet, these people didn’t even know the stories on how did they get the strength to live the hard life before they become famous.

There are few k-artists that had inspired me to do better and appreciate life. i.e, SNSD Seohyun and of course, CNBLUE members.These fellas have something inside their heart. Something inspiring and amazing that we can take to be a very good example for us^^

"The time for a glacier to dilute is significant to my life. Within the time for the glacier to melt, there are times where I have to live my life diligently. I have to find out what’s the best for me. Until the glacier fully melted, I’ll be die happily w/o any frustration" - SNSD Seohyun

"No matter how sad or stressed I was, the next day is a different start."- CNBLUE Lee Jonghyun 

"Live like a cool person, think pleasant thoughts, dream of aging gracefully” - CNBLUE Lee Jonghyun

"‘Shadow is a place to recover. The strong ‘light’ will become warm and too hard to see. Since we are searching for the presence of our shadow, that is the real happiness. Isn’t this the point that is why we can meet our ‘shadow’?”- CNBLUE Jung Yonghwa



So as you can see from my CN BLUE spam, I had the utmost pleasure of being able to see their concert live in London.

I’m going to keep my story short. I’m the biggest ass fan of DBSK~JYJ and, as such, I admittedly can sometimes have the bad habit of assuming nobody and no one can come close to…


How to react when you hit your leg at the corner of drawer..

The Appa And Adeul Style ~~

cr: as tagged

[Trans] Moon Ga Young (Lee Shin’s sister) Tweet



Have you listened to CNBLUE oppa’s song?

I really really like it ♥

PS : Although the other member are handsome too, but I like YongHwa oppa 0.2% more.. 

About the reason, I think everyone knows very clearly! ㅋㅋ

based on ch trans by @莫darling weibo

ㅋㅋ she is so cute~~ xDD 

CNBLUE Discography

(Source: uporices)